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Comfort and Secrecy

by Clementine's Private Army

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[Part 1] Okay okay okay “How have you been today? I’d like to see your face” Somewhere down the water, I’ll get it (all this talk of “down the line” when I was entranced) Someone down the water I’ll meet (by your hoax life-line, “there’s someone out there for you, there’s someone out there for you”) Somewhere down the water, I’ll get it (what’s with this comfort you want to give) But you got it faster than me (you’re giving the dagger a careless twist) I don’t want to see you anymore (I’d never really felt that way before) You changed the way I think and now I only question more (and you just found a way to amplify my stupid score) The same old cycles simply stayed in place (for once could you not just watch from the shore) But now I try and only feel dismayed (your facade of a chance has left me bored) But who are you? who are you? who are you? (where are you? Where are you? Where are you?) Said who are you who has walked into my mind today? (set stepping stones into the waterways) I know what you’re saying (set stepping stones into the waterways) But I know I can’t respond in a way that makes you happy (set stepping stones into the waterways) What do I say to you? (set stepping stones into the waterways) But “someone’s out there for you (disrupt the gentle rot the gentle waves) Someone who’ll adore you” “someone’s out there for you (go on go on disrupt the gentle waves) Someone who’ll adore you” "I’m talking to myself" (go on go on disrupt the gentle waves) "I really need this help" [Part 2] You took all the trust from your presence You stowed it away in your sheath And you know that the water’s diverted To a further downhill stream Days went by when I was all but floored But now this stupid water is a burden to explore I’m sick and tired of wading in this shit Why can’t I live my life with happiness (I am not disposable like you think I am not disposable like you think) Who are you? who are you? who are you? What’s this sorrow that has made itself so great? Okay okay okay I fell down bad today And I fucked up my face The water’s down the drain And who lives down the drain? So now there’s nothing gained I know I know I know Oh I know I know I know
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Travel Away 02:07
Why does time have to move slowly And why is the world too big to believe Cause where I am and where I live will always matter less than this I don't despise the state I'm in i just need to escape a bit It’s for the best if I don’t get what I need Can’t pack my bags for the nearest city And fly off to some second location Cause where I am and where I live will always matter less than this (thinking new secrets to hide, playing songs to pass the time) All the places that exist and all the people I’ll visit
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[Pacing] He just wanted to sleep underneath the sun Why couldn’t we accept and leave him as one The cost was unpredictable The loss of all that's physical And processing the past Just made it un-dismissable I’m outpaced I’m outpaced I’m outpaced I’m outpaced Why can’t I see his face He holds my face I’m awfully tired where is your face And oh, I don’t have a being anymore He lasts beneath my eyes and eyelids So look around for where our mind lives I can’t keep you on a shelf And you can’t think I’m someone else So as I travel back in time Why don’t my words come back to bite There’s something old I couldn’t bear Something too secret for me to share So when things turn and I know you’re gone Feeling far removed until the crack of dawn And when I learn what you really are I’ll change my mind I’ll fall so far [We Fall So Far] you’d fall so far horror in your heart but with the rise of the sun fear departs so if you look around and I’m not there it’s your tunnel vision baby I’m with you in the air I will fall hard I will fall fast so when it hits I won’t hit back So if things turn baby hear me out Could we both ignore it for a minute starting now I want to hold you close I want to hear your sound Could we exist just for a bit before we both fall down we’ll fall far together
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don't let it get to your head all of your daydreams are dead cause living every day like this can lead to stress and bringing up such important things makes me a mess don't let it get to your head all of your daydreams are dead my fear made me shut up when I had something to say so now I won't speak substance for precaution of just in case don't let it get to your head all of your daydreams are dead (I never knew)
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[Part 3] Okay okay okay I’ll look back on today All those thoughts that I’d dispelled Came back to bite me oh well There’s nothing I could do I was too shy, too far removed I don’t know why I just feel so strange I guess that it’s just one of those days Set stepping stones into the waterfall But now for you, I’ve come to regret it all Set stepping stones into the waterfall But now for you, I’ve come to regret it all Set stepping stones into the waterfall But now for you, I’ve come to regret it all Oh oh [Part 4] Worlds collide Did we fall apart together Some things die quickly While the other shrivel I don’t want to see you anymore But we’re stuck together on this flooding shore Something better come out of the woodwork we did Someone better come out to pick up the sticks Someone Someday will learn from all of this But it’s too late you changed the way I think Don’t repeat the past I know I keep on going back It’s because of you [Part 5; Song for Joe Dallesandro] When I was 15 My psyche delivered a dream Where I was in love with a Warhol superstar But he said it wouldn’t last Cause I couldn’t love him back And little Joe decided to leave

about

total runtime: 35:10
1 bonus track (alternate intro 3:22)

no need to pay for this album! it's only pay what you want is so BC actually shows it on mobile (hopefully!)

best when it's loud, my first attempt at this type of music, hope you enjoy!

recorded 2/10 to 5/13

credits

released May 19, 2021

all performed by Max W (guitar, vocals, bass, synth, midi drums)
tracks 2&3 sample Daisy Adders' beach life after death in the transition
special thanks to my friend's dad Chris for letting me borrow his bass

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